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人生短短几十年
Its all about my life..
Friday, March 26, 2010

31st day;thoughts ..

You're th person spinning around in my world,
just hope nothing happen t you..
Felt useless,
can't help in anything ..




Always hoping you'll help me finish th
song :
" I love you,
you _ _ _ _ me
we are happy family.."

Hoping 1day you'll fill up th blank.
Looking forward t it,
But maybe it might not happen..

@ 7:30 AM


Thursday, March 25, 2010

30th day; tears

I know i'm just a normal friend in your heart,
mayb all along, i'm thinking too much;
giving myself false hope..
Thought you treat me differently like others,
But then i recently then realise,
you treat everyone th same ..





Drop a tear from my eye,
Get a scar in my heart ..
Mayb 1day it might stop
those countings,
and mayb so does my heart
stop pounding ..

@ 7:01 AM


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

29th day; Jealous..

Everytime i walk pass your class ..
Seeing you laughing&chatting w th boy sitting beside you,
i feel jealous in my heart .
Whether i walk pass or not,
you seems don'tcare ..
Mayb, i'm not good enough ..




If 1day, i say 'ihateyou',
would you say 'please don't'
If i say 'itsover'
would you say 'totallynot'
If i say 'ILOVEYOU'
would you say 'youlovemetoo' ?
My brain filled w you,
but so what if do..

@ 6:01 AM


Saturday, March 20, 2010

25th day ; Me loving her

爱不单行 -

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁




Today, asking you ..
'Would you bear t let me
wait for you so long?'
You said,
'You will'
Knowing you don'tlove me,
my heart seems stab.
Breaks,
I don'tknow whether
i can wait how long?
But i really hope that
you will say you love me too..
Loving you, is not a question .
But an answer for love
.

@ 9:28 AM


Thursday, March 18, 2010

FXCK LA ! Knn, -.-

Everything i'm joking about, you seems t take it so seriously ..
then i seriously saying about it you say me siao -.-
Cb, what kind of life is this -.-
Knn, FXCKINGCHEEBYELIFE !
I going quit school sooner or later liao -.-
Knn, study for fxck ? What i want, i didn't get it ..
Then don't do anything lor -.-
Staying at home and rot,
Or hoping i step out of my house,
getting knock down&off iwent !


I damn hate this kind of life..
You seems don'twant t talk t me,
if thats th case,
Can tell me?
I don'tmind ..
Sick of tired of this kind of life,
just hoping 1day i can go back
in th hospital,
sleeping down there,
DON'T EVER WAKEUP AGAIN !
COFFIN BETTER LA !


Everything ended differently,
not th way i wanted,
Hope i fxckoff in this world !

@ 7:51 AM


Monday, March 15, 2010

So kind of me, posting mostly everyday.
This is th 7th episode of Kokyang's LifeStory(:
Btw, thanks everyone for th tag!

Today, Jingxue's birthday ! Spent lots of time deciding what t wear for it ..
Scared too 难看, ask Eugene t come my house . Wear th same thing as him,
Hahs, 'XIASUAY' !
Then went out . Help Eugene buy cigg, FAIL -.-
Fxck th uncle. Lasttime sell me, now don'twant, Whatth ..
Nevermind, meet them.
Cab down t timah, Lan, Pool, arcade!
Lol, spent alot of money&time over all those things, just
t kill times, LOL~
But nevermind, as BirthdayBoy wanted .
After that, went t meet Vaymond&Ruben.
Settle down at lamsoon. Thinking of where t eat..
Think, think, think ..
Joke around, &time fly -.-
Then at that time, if we go far place t eat, i think reach there
th shop also close.
So lastly went t causeway point .
Ate pastamanic .
Joke around, smoke ..
And took bus back t kampong .
Slack w Darling as all went back at different direction .
Talk alot of things,
&wait bus w him.
And lastly, watched him walkup of th bus & off i go.
Home sweet home,

IMISSHER, PHAYMINGYEN !<3








Even though you wasn't mine,
But i really hope,
1day,
you will belong t me ..
Alot of question in my heart,
Unsolve.
But i just don'twant t say out
Cause i love you,
Loving you, solve everything ..
Might be old but then still need
t say,
;3words, 1meaning, 8letters;
ILOVEYOU ! <3
PhayMingyen,

@ 10:52 AM


Saturday, March 13, 2010

Today nothing much happen uh,
Most of th time stay at home ..
Thats all .








Yesterday, Darling told me that
lasttime when he jio her,
she can counted as ignore him,
meaning, she don'tlike him..
Now, idk whether she busy?
Or she don'tlike me ..
Ignoring me..
I don'tknow what t do..
But i know i still love her lots,
爱真的是人所说的痛苦吗?
难道在这世界上真的没有真爱,这种事吗?
好多问题。。
但是我真的好爱她。。

@ 5:12 AM


Friday, March 12, 2010

No mood in posting, sorry .











You said that if i sad,
you'll feel sad..
If i say i love you,
would you say
you love me too?
Afraid
I'm really scared,
1day, i might lose you
Can't get your heart ..
I'm really scared that
someone is already in your heart
&
Th person is not me.
What can i do?
Am i really a failure in life?
Can't i get things that i wanted?

Hoping, 1day you will belong t me..
No confidence in myself,
Maybe, i'm not good enough.
What i can do is t wait for you
, nothing else ..

Deep in love w you .

@ 9:19 AM


Wednesday, March 3, 2010
♥ What?Why?

5th Episode of Kokyang's LifeStory,
Yeap, she've slept thats why i came here t post .
Not because she make me busy. Is because
I don'twant t waste time of messaging her ..

Heh (:
Kk, start th story rolling ..
Action ..

Today, same went school as normal .
Many people didn't came .. Vaymond, Darling&co.
After school, heard that Mr.Sng is staying my class back .
Wanted t talk t us . _|_
WASTING MY TIME !
Quickly packup my belonging, escape away. (:
SMART !
When out of school . See whether anyone have stick t spare me .
SweeSwee bo zhao zui.
Saw hongshan[Dontknowwhetherspellitcorrectly? ] help him brought cigg, tax 2
And off i go ..

Reach home, everytime, everywhere, messaging her ! Feel great (:
Dota, Bath&off i went ..
While walking, saw DARLING !
'OI ! '
Hahs, saw his face. Knowing he sad ..
But just don'twant t disturb him,
Went t topup my ez-link. Then afterwards
met tony&co.
Slack, crapping along th time .
Laugh,Laugh,Laugh
STOMACHACHE ! OMG..
Went back home,
Home Sweet Home!


Thats all for today, see you on th nextepisode (: Bye,









Why? Why everything went th wrong
way that i think...
What had happen?
God playing afool out of us?
Or i'm just noluck at all ...
Why people that i'm closed w are beginning t grow sad?
Days by days ..
I just totally don'tunderstand.
1thing,
Which can't be change no matter what.
Mingyen will always be in my heart !
Loving her, Missing her. <3

@ 6:19 AM


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Sorry about th 3rd episode,
Lets not talk about that, Hmm ..
Once again, thanks for reading&tagging on my blog !
Today is th 4th episode of Kokyang's LifeStory.

Walking t school w/o anymood ..
After those 'rubbish' in th morning assembly,
Reach class . Sleep as usual .
English lesson, 1st period ;
Every period in english, i'll always sleep in th lesson .
But today, special . Was getting back our testpaper !
7pass! Thinking that me, was not in th 7 .
But suddenly, teacher announced my name, saying that i pass ! O.O
OMFG ! I pass, & also got second in th class . Was totally shocked !
Hahs,
Then after that, all th other lesson, thinking of her ..
Dreaming ..
Dreaming ..
Dreaming ..

School ended fast, dk why? But its great (:
Message her all th way until now, she just slept .
And now, having th time t do anything.
So here am i, blogging /posting..

------ Thats all for today -------
' THE END '












Heart pumping each time,
Love getting deeper&deeper..
Can't stop myself from loving you
&i'm sure no one can stop me.
Waiting, Waiting, Waiting .
My mind now, is just full of you.
Maybe people might think, love is
a foolish thing?Hurting?
But i don'tcare.
Don'tcare about th hurt.
Care about my feelings
Loving you is what i care!<3 6464936

@ 6:16 AM


Monday, March 1, 2010
♥ Moodswing

Welcome all for th 3rd episode& thanks for those tag down there..

Sorry, i think you all are just wasting time looking at this post barhs?
Totally no mood for posting.. For everything ..
Sorry,




Love comes fast seems t be a puppy love,
comes long seems t be too real .
But it never come in th time which i wanted ..
So near, yet so far.
I can feel th love, but couldn't get hold
of it ..
Sorry, i don'tknow what else t say ..
Loving you, waiting for you are
what i'll do for now, and for years ..
Can't promise t be forever, as
i don'twant t give you empty promises
Waiting, waiting ..
Loveyou foolishly me
Never giving up..

@ 6:35 AM




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